I need a break...
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Awww that sucks :( , But I do understand why you're taking a break . We'll miss you enri! <3 <3 <3
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Damn man, You definitely deserve a break so I get it. I hope you're break goes well. See ya soon homie :)
- Mozuku
(P.S Sorry if its too short.)
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- Explanation:
As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel itās important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental healthāthis site, though itās often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I donāt want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But itās not just school. I have personal projectsāshows, AMVs, songs, artāso many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.
A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I donāt want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know Iāll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I canāt allow that. Recently, I was called āthe definition of disgusting and weirdā by people I donāt even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.
(!VENTING ZONE!)
Iāve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and Iām tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. Iāve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. Itās exhausting. I tell myself to ābe in the momentā and ālifeās too short to spend it moping,ā but Iām a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if itās the only option left.
I feel like Iām walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I havenāt spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And thatās just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. Iāve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. Iāve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. Iāve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.
- Duration:
At least one week, though itās not fixed so it could vary.
Iāll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, donāt expect to see me here.
@SupearMan aww man i feel ya my i hope you enjoy your break :)
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alao enjoy your brake we will be here (hopefully)
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alao enjoy your brake we will be here (hopefully)
@Skye-chan *break
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!UPDATE!
MY BREAK BEGINS TOMORROW MORNING
Why?
I am feeling overwhelmed today.
Why?
I played soccer while constantly spitting up blood, struggling to breathe and barely able to run, all while being pushed and criticized by my family.
..Why?
SHU-
In all seriousness though, I truly need a break right now. As I mentioned, I was pushed way too hard while in a really bad physical state, and the constant criticism from my family almost made me break down a few times. I regret making the decision but I can't put my small appearances on this site ahead of my health anymore. (I made that last part sound really big but it isn't trust me)
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!UPDATE!
MY BREAK BEGINS TOMORROW MORNING
Why?
I am feeling overwhelmed today.
Why?
I played soccer while constantly spitting up blood, struggling to breathe and barely able to run, all while being pushed and criticized by my family.
..Why?
SHU-
In all seriousness though, I truly need a break right now. As I mentioned, I was pushed way too hard while in a really bad physical state, and the constant criticism from my family almost made me break down a few times. I regret making the decision but I can't put my small appearances on this site ahead of my health anymore. (I made that last part sound really big but it isn't trust me)
Kitty Witty āHas Tiktokā Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAĆOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer@SupearMan On the bright side, I got some new beats I found lying around.
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Kitty Witty āHas Tiktokā Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAĆOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
Might take another break, maybe a month long. Ik it's long but my mental state it so bad I let out an hour long string of high pitch screams and screeches, I feel nasally af, my throat is in pain, and my lips are swollen. Do I wanna explain what happened? .......not here. (Idk why I feel like i'm overreacting and should just "let go")
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Kitty Witty āHas Tiktokā Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAĆOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
(Btw i'll still be on for a bit before my break and during it I may be on time to time, but I won't be active, like replying, dm'ing, streaming, etc.)
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Kitty Witty āHas Tiktokā Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAĆOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon
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yg bro?
Kitty Witty āHas Tiktokā Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAĆOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer@KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']
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do you want a hug or smth
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im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3
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@KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']
"Screw you guys, I'm going home IMA BURN IN HELL, but<3 āā ! Converse !āā ##adhd The OG FNaF fans ā Spotify ig artist's.. Nintendo Switch Users Detective BADDIESSS Boring ppl <3 Laufey Single simps Michael Jackson Certified Fans Anti-Clanker ā āā“`Soiacw`ā“ā ā Papa's Pizzeria ļ½”ļ½„ļ¾ļ¾ļ½„Vent-Friend 2.0 The Dog Type People (No Furrys Are Not Intended In The Name krendrick lamar NOCTURNAL indie game fan Silliest Goobers āHas Tiktokā 420 Survived a near death experience (yay) Animal Crossing Gang My Hero Academia. WARNING! STUPID! Random People Ig NERDS!!! $ money talks $ join if your gang im a girl womp womp smash or pass gang Fml No Snow `Gravity Falls` I ā” C.AI fnaf nerds Odetarii high af chat-perms we read fanfic lol@SupearMan That's me and u both man
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do you want a hug or smth
Kitty Witty āHas Tiktokā Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAĆOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer@KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)
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not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little
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