Why won't it stop. (rant)

CH3SI

I've lost everything.
my tablet? Taken (Was told i was going to get it back in a week or two, which was around a year ago.)
My switch? taken. (Wasn't told when i was gonna get it back.)
Nintendo DS + 3DS? Taken. (Wasn't informed of the items being took from me.)
My [censored] INTERNET BROWSERS ON MY PHONE? GONE. (Mark won't let me update them, so i can't use em.)
MY WIFI PRIVILEGES?? MY [censored] WIFI TURNS OFF AT 8:45.
IM LOSING IT, AND NOBODY EVER LISTENS TO ME, SO IT'LL NEVER BE FIXED.
I WANT ONE THING THAT ISNT PART OF MY [censored] PARENTS CONTROL, AND I'LL NEVER GET IT, BECAUSE NO ONE'S COMING TO HELP.
"We'll help you CH3SI! We're your friends after all!" NO YOU [censored] WON'T. YOU'VE DONE NOTHING TO HELP. YOU'VE JUST SAT THERE AND WATCHED AS EVERYTHING I AM CRUMBLES AWAY.
HALF OF MY CLOSET DOESN'T FIT, BECAUSE NOBODY CARES TO GET RID OF THE OLD THINGS I HAVE.
IM SUCH A CRYBABY BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS TOLD TO SHUT UP WHEN I EXPRESS ANY EMOTION.
"Why don't you call CPS?" "Why Don't you just ask?" "Why are you crying?" "Why'd you stay up so late last night?"
It's always a question to my problem.
never a solution to it.

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ngl.. you are describing what im going thru entirely.. stay strong :) i have a caseworker who got fired.. i worked 4 months on a "2 month" deal.. and it got delayed agian... i feel ya.. stay strong, keep going, dont give up..

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i cant have friends or love irl, bec theyll get taken away- so ill leave you wirh this: friends, lovers, family whoever.. will not understand you as good as yourself.. theres thnggs in a persons life and mind no one will grasp, find value in yourself :) if everyone goes.. you have yourseld.. stay strong.

ren

ph3b3Bubb13

im sorry gng :( i understand this on a deeper level and if you need to talk im here <3 you got this

Evil Overlord

You’re not a crybaby for wanting the ability to express your emotions. I can only advise right now that you try to tell someone about how your family is treating you, because truly, you deserve that joy of being freed from them. I know this is easier said than done, speaking up is hard. But it’s all you can do at the moment, from what you’ve told me. I truly wish I could do more for you. You have less than two years left until you can leave them. Stay strong for that time, then you’ll have many more opportunities.

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to everyone right here that struggles, you are valuble in life <3 you belong alive, you are strong,couragious an resilliant for staying.. keep ot up ppl, no matter how dreams fail or suceed, keep going ppl.

niconiconico

Going through the exact same thing plus physical abuse and cps dont gaf about me so i dont think theyll actually gaf about your situation twin. If im being beat every other day and they dont care they definitely dont cere about tech