Phone call I could never make for myself. (the pt.2 to my rant from yesterday.)

CH3SI

He did it Again.
My room is trashed.
All because i forgot where my phone was.
There are beads all over my floor.
It took me MONTHS to organize those.
it'll take MONTHS to organize them again.
and he said i can't have my phone back until I clean his mess.
Mark's a [censored] piece of shit.
I can't even call CPS because he would have to approve the number.
I'm typing this on an mp3 player, of all things, so SOMEONE can hear my perspective.
I didn't mind the beads.
then he went for the big yumeship shrine i have of 007n7.
the one with so much of my art.
he broke my crayons.
The crayons that crayola doesn't even MAKE anymore.
I'm drowning, and nobody can hear my cries.
I'm not gonna make it out of this house alive, am I?
I'll probably die before 18.
due to him deciding that choking me is a good way to put god and jesus back into my soul.
I wish my brother would save me and my little sister.
My little sister doesn't deserve to see her older sibling getting choked, getting slammed into the wall, getting dragged against concrete.
but she has to.
All because I'm his little ragdoll who deserves to feel pain.
-sillyz.

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oh my god...im s sorry thats happening to you ad your siblings, you guys shouldnt have to go thru that shit. someone needs to call CPS for you and your siblings.

niconiconico

Ok ignore my previous post under things they might care about your situation if its like this sorry i didnt have enough context maybe try using a friends phone to call cps ?