How does one simply draw this in one class via the chrome canvas- (I can barely draw in my normal style in there :sob:)

Very normal things trust trust-
@Banna-Chan - Diet Fruit
@jainacore - Freaky bish :tongue:
@Dawnthedemon - Dawn Dishsoap
@NightmareWolfie - Spoopy wolf 0.o
@sancho - Right Angle
@shrub - bush
and because I kinda do have myself in my contacts irl-
@SupearMan/@Supie-Chan - Hawtie (it'll be SupieSpark actually :sob:)
there's prob wayyyyy more I could think of that I can't think of but :P

@Pancakex alla the above :fire:

...yes-

I made these a while ago there's more I don't have on me rn tho

@haydencc08 I meet with this group every Friday for a PBL project where we’re supposed to work together to solve a real problem, but it’s honestly really dysfunctional. The leader doesn’t listen to anyone and shuts me down before I can even talk. The other guys are super dismissive, even though I’ve explained stuff like my hearing issue in my right ear, that I sometimes need to be directly spoken to in small groups, and that I’m new to PBL, they just don’t care. If I’m clearly stressed or upset, they’ll even mock it. When I try to help, they don’t like it, but if I don’t do anything, they get mad at me. I ask simple questions or bring up reasonable concerns and they either don’t answer properly or just ignore me. I know I’m not perfect and could do better too, but even when I actually try, they still treat me the same way.

Lowk was gonna make this a life update but screw that-
So my school does this thing called PBL, Project Based Learning, and you're put in a group of around 4 people you meet every Friday. The goal is to solve a real problem using what you're learning in class. I could keep rambling about it cuz there’s more to it, but that’s all you need to know. I always talk about loving it so what happened? Well it’s simple.

my group sucks-

Literally it’s terrible. It’s not even just how they treat me, it’s how they treat each other and the project. They either don’t care or care way too much, and we’ve switched problems more times than I can count. There’s barely any teamwork since we’re all given our own independent tasks, which sounds nice until you realize we don’t have any say because the group leader doesn’t want to hear anyone out. He’s selfish and thinks he’s untouchable just because he’s apparently smart. Whenever I try speaking he just goes “Shut up Enrique” like bro I didn’t even say a letter and I’m already getting shut down :broken_heart:

There’s also the dude I mentioned in this post
Life Update 7: Weaponizing:

really creepy dude at school that people keep shipping me with who also keeps making people believe I'm a girl just cuz I use the stall

So what makes him creepy? A lot. He makes very detailed nsfw remarks about me and my friends he hasn’t even met and acts super immature. He lies, takes credit for other people’s work, and constantly brags about money. I can’t think of a single conversation where he hasn’t said something like “I do this expensive thing” or “I made this expensive thing” or “I destroyed this expensive thing” like bro not everything is about money. He also acts really [censored], like genuinely bad.
He also breaks my stuff, like my old computer, my pencils, and a bunch of bags I’ve brought for cards. He keeps slamming decks on the table and it’s pissing everyone off. He also "jokes" and puts my belongings near his area or in his butt. (believe it or not its not funny at all) And he’s weirdly possessive of me. He invited me to his birthday and that’s when he started making me uncomfortable, so I said I had to help my sister move. I’ve told him before my sister is a nurse and always exhausted, underpaid, constantly working. Instead of being understanding he goes “So? That’s her problem not yours” which is crazy because I literally said I offered to help.
Then he made comments about kidnapping me, and it was weirdly detailed. He always tries to get me to sit or work with him even when I don’t want to. He’ll literally drag my chair toward him, and somehow tells people I’m the one going to him. Luckily people already know how he is so they were like “he says the same about you.”
He also spreads rumors like calling me a tomboy and saying I watch nsfw content, and just makes me look weird in general. (not saying tomboys are weird btw-) So why did I hang out with him? I gave him the benefit of the doubt at first. We talked early on and I didn’t get why people disliked him, but yeah, now I do.
(Srry for the rant about him, he just makes me really uncomfortable and I wanted to paint a picture)
So yeah, he’s in my group too, great! We’ll call the leader Kaden and the creep Jack. The third member is Caleb, and I thought he had the most braincells out of them, but lately he’s been acting just like them. He’s still more normal than the others, but yeah he has his moments.
So what about me? I’m just the new guy to this whole PBL system, and they treat me like shit. I feel like dead weight because whenever I try to work they don’t let me, but if I don’t work they get mad. I’m honestly thinking about just doing nothing at this point.
Last time they all argued against me, even this random girl from another group joined in for some reason, and I just put my head down and started quietly crying. Like actually shaking, eyes watering, everything. And they go “It’s not sleepy time Enrique” bro you can literally see me crying, maybe not the time.
Now I’m not saying I’m perfect. I could definitely work on listening better and figuring out what to do without asking. I usually ask what I should work on and instead of giving me something they just say “be yourself” but they clearly don’t like that so what am I supposed to actually do.
I guess I could also work on communication, but honestly the group is already so scattered in general. I feel like if I don’t try to pull things together, even though that’s not my role and should be Caleb’s, then we’re all just going to fail. And I’m pretty sure this actually gets graded.
They’re also really dismissive. I have bad hearing in my right ear so I need things repeated sometimes, and instead of helping they just groan and give up. If I ask someone else they don’t even try. I’ve told them this and they just don’t care.
Another thing is in small groups, if I’m not directly spoken to my brain kinda tunes out. I’ve told them that too. I’ve told them I’m new to this whole system. None of it matters to them.

they. just. don’t. care.

I try, I really do! Even outside of Fridays I ask about ideas and concerns. I bring up issues like trolls messing with our forms. They just ignore it.
And whenever I ask what the problem actually is, because we keep switching, they just tell me what we’re trying to do instead of the actual problem, the main person being Jack of course CUZ OF COURSE-
“Hey what’s the problem again?”
“The problem is we’re trying to ___”
“…ok but what’s the problem”
“I just told you-”
“That’s what we’re trying to do, not the problem.”
And then he gets annoyed and brushes me off.
Sure I could try to figure out the problem from that but he doesn't make it clear at all.
I could keep going but yeah. I doubt anyone read all this just to tell me if I’m the asshole or if they are.

@Yanderemenhera
I mean I’m Catholic (or at least raised that way, still Christian tho) and I’m also LGBTQ. There are plenty of Christians who are LGBTQ or allies. It’s not really disrespectful to Christians as a whole, but some denominations that are against it might see it that way. So yeah, not inherently disrespectful, but still something to be a bit careful with. (I could prob word this better but it’s late =w=)

@wobbledogs54 Cuz they thought I flashed someone =w=

@I_eat_sharpie I-I mean thats not what......wait-.....that feels like it shouldn't make sense- (fr tho I mean like if i pick both its like "No.....no..........NO-" idk why)

So likeeee here's some reformatted copy pasted stuff and more-

"I keep having energetic moments (not happy moments just energetic) or depressed moments or just.....straight up physical pain that feels like someone lit my body on fire-

Alr so like imagine this its the middle of the night like 5 AM and I just wake up for no reason
And I just feel depressed AF out of no where-
Idk WHY but I randomly just felt like shit for some reason and its weird cuz what was happening is that I was depressed over my gender for some reason BUT.......I wasn't depressed over being a guy i was like depressed over not being smth else (if that makes any sense????)
Idk a better way to describe it other than I just "felt out of place"
And then add that to me randomly just hating being single A LOT MORE lately- and now im just tripping-
Ya get just a big pile of shit for me to deal with :>
So yeah ik i have like wayyyy more to say but my brain is so fucked i can only think of that

Like id love to be trans (considering it a LOT rn-) or nonbinary or SMTH like that but I also kinda like being a guy
Idk how to describe it
Its like id love to be smth else but i don't want to give up who I am kind of or ruin any relationships (Like my family cuz yk they catholic)"

And and like on one hand sure I love the name Viva a lot but like Enrique has a lot of value cuz im named after mah grandpa who i uh....never got to meet =w='' (I'm the third Enrique) So im stuck between Viva (peak name to me) and Enrique and sure i've thought of being genderfluid but for some reason my brain is like "IF YOU DON'T PICK ONE I SWEAR-" so like its either be trans which feels great I bet or stay a boy and feel like shit with all the manly man expectations (which sure won't stop cuz i doubt my family would accept (aka why im never telling them till i move if i do become trans) but it'll just feel better)
If like anyone who has gone through this kinda stuff can help.....THAT WOULD BE SO GREAT CUZ I DO NOT HAVE ROOM FOR MORE THINGS TO STRESS OVER RN :pray:

So uhh wow big news

1. I think I like Invader Zim now idk what that says about me-

2. I made the 2D version of Glitch Productions which consists of me...............and that's it :D :tada: (i'll edit this post or smth and reveal the name later but anyhoo im making 3 shows and there's 3 words im using to describe each)

(listed in order of planned release)

1. Cryptids
2. Objects
3. Experiments (ifykyk)

Even tho cuz yk its just me rn and its almost the new year I do HOPE that the first episodes of each show will be from Early-mid 2026 to early-late 2027 :3

@Flutterbutt I mean this is still better than the last one I got (It caused the same thing but it practically paralyzed me and I deadass slept on the living room floor on my dogs bed)

I'm finally backers :3 (it probably hasn't been that long but it feels like it =w=) And i'm in terrible terrible pain ;D (I got two vaccines a few days ago and my whole body is on fire now and my throat is cooked. Literally anytime something barely touches my shoulder it hurts like hell....even when nothing touches it :sob:)

@YourAriesBestie I wish (Fr tho i'd love to be a parent or just yk some sort of an influence on a kid or smth (other than a teacher I feel bad for em))

Bro I was at church and I got a goody bag and this dude kept pinching the sensitive part of my back for a fun sized piece of candy that wasn't even that good :broken_heart: (I've also been called a slur over a volleyball =w=....HE DIDN'T EVEN USE THE VOLLEYBALL FOR ITS INTENDED USE BRO HE JUST KICKED IT ONCE-)

Real lol (watch me still stay up till like 2 or 6 =w=)

REAL I yap like crazy with my friends but with almost anyone else (even family) i just shut down or say huh till they give up :sob:

@Sup3rSwaggyy1983 DAYUM :fearful: