My parents are fcking scaring me...
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Switchbru Nintendo Switch Users Snail News Staff! SAO What is your type? ''she's 17 scott'' DM for life Yuri lovers !! Xyuin's Beloveds Anime FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST FANS Adventure Time Fanz bookworms `Gravity Falls` Zelda Players Music freak fans :3 i ♥ weezer Doja Cat fans TheFurryClan chat-perms LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Neko Heavymetal fans!?!?OHMYGODOHMYGOD I know exactly EXACTLYEXACTLY what you're going through!!! I thought I was the only one who had to deal with this kinda thing
NINE HILLS I hope you're survived
but the stress....
the heart-stopping terror coming from te realization that you could be a mere moment away from getting caught... running what's gonna happen when you do get caught through your head; how far back it'll set you... over and over... getting strung up, called a sneaking, slithery whoer...
I HATE THAT FEELING
I hate having to sneak around, just so i can be connected, just to be able to talk about it even.
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My father is narcissistic. I have never had a phone as a kid, barely socialized outside of my house. It always seems to be my fault I lose trust. I want to do after school activities and events, sports, trips, ect. And for the past 4 years. I had only got to be the track manager for a bit (yes, this was taken from me but my dad had good reasons as this time I was using it for "bad" but worth it!). Even though I wanted to be on track.. I always got called out by the real athletes because of it, but one of them. I beat in a race. I had no training, and I beat them. They still talked about me being just a track manager, but a little less. Thank God. But what's so bad about this? I've never gone to outdoor school. The once in a lifetime thing, he thought all he was doing was taking just another event from me. I use to take phones and find ways to socialize outside of school, I was good at it (still am)! I found so many ways, no matter what was in my way. I was determined. I was human too. I had taken my cousin's phone (he normally breaks them anyways), and used that. But the adrenaline that hits you, fear and love are very close. I was terrified. When he took it I was scared, was he gonna throw me around like a rag doll? Was he gonna yell at me? Was he gonna slam my door when he was done and go see EVERYTHING..? I was scared. The addrelinine got to me, now I have quick reflexes. I can guess people by steps, my father's being heavy, but still a bit quiet due to the floor and his socks. You have no idea how scary it is to hear your door open quickly, it's not a very good feeling you get. There was this one time.. I had snuck simply just food into my room. Just food. Ate it btw. And my dad found out, oh and it was HELL.... For some simple food. I think back to it now. I love my father dearly, and yet he... Oh how it fuels my hate for humans. He can get mad at me, but I can't just show my anger..? No expressions, no hand movement. Nothing. Be like a robot or something. If I was, I would take over the world and burn this damn house down. This house holds terrible memories of my old abuse from my grandma Kare's boyfriend. The things that happened with.. his kids. And school. 5th grade, you don't know "bullied" till you've seen that 5th grade year. Anyways, just wanted to share a bit of my understanding towards it.
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My father is narcissistic. I have never had a phone as a kid, barely socialized outside of my house. It always seems to be my fault I lose trust. I want to do after school activities and events, sports, trips, ect. And for the past 4 years. I had only got to be the track manager for a bit (yes, this was taken from me but my dad had good reasons as this time I was using it for "bad" but worth it!). Even though I wanted to be on track.. I always got called out by the real athletes because of it, but one of them. I beat in a race. I had no training, and I beat them. They still talked about me being just a track manager, but a little less. Thank God. But what's so bad about this? I've never gone to outdoor school. The once in a lifetime thing, he thought all he was doing was taking just another event from me. I use to take phones and find ways to socialize outside of school, I was good at it (still am)! I found so many ways, no matter what was in my way. I was determined. I was human too. I had taken my cousin's phone (he normally breaks them anyways), and used that. But the adrenaline that hits you, fear and love are very close. I was terrified. When he took it I was scared, was he gonna throw me around like a rag doll? Was he gonna yell at me? Was he gonna slam my door when he was done and go see EVERYTHING..? I was scared. The addrelinine got to me, now I have quick reflexes. I can guess people by steps, my father's being heavy, but still a bit quiet due to the floor and his socks. You have no idea how scary it is to hear your door open quickly, it's not a very good feeling you get. There was this one time.. I had snuck simply just food into my room. Just food. Ate it btw. And my dad found out, oh and it was HELL.... For some simple food. I think back to it now. I love my father dearly, and yet he... Oh how it fuels my hate for humans. He can get mad at me, but I can't just show my anger..? No expressions, no hand movement. Nothing. Be like a robot or something. If I was, I would take over the world and burn this damn house down. This house holds terrible memories of my old abuse from my grandma Kare's boyfriend. The things that happened with.. his kids. And school. 5th grade, you don't know "bullied" till you've seen that 5th grade year. Anyways, just wanted to share a bit of my understanding towards it.
Switchbru Nintendo Switch Users Snail News Staff! SAO What is your type? ''she's 17 scott'' DM for life Yuri lovers !! Xyuin's Beloveds Anime FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST FANS Adventure Time Fanz bookworms `Gravity Falls` Zelda Players Music freak fans :3 i ♥ weezer Doja Cat fans TheFurryClan chat-perms LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Neko Heavymetal fans!?!?@Snail-Mail
Testify bro!!!! seems many of us have been, or ARE therebeing here.... waaayy better than therapy
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I have been sneaking devices after hours to my room to talk with my ex every night
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OHMYGODOHMYGOD I know exactly EXACTLYEXACTLY what you're going through!!! I thought I was the only one who had to deal with this kinda thing
NINE HILLS I hope you're survived
but the stress.... the heart-stopping terror coming from te realization that you could be a mere moment away from getting caught... running what's gonna happen when you do get caught through your head; how far back it'll set you... over and over... getting strung up, called a sneaking, slithery whoer...
I HATE THAT FEELING
I hate having to sneak around, just so i can be connected, just to be able to talk about it even.
It's Awful
Switch Only Nighttime Only The Council of Lua ★~ Karson Verified ~☆ | W1ckedSticky is #3 sweetpuddin EST Timezone LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 neurodivergent D e p r e s s i o n . . . WARNING! STUPID! Hopeless Romantic pale as F∪CK Yandere after me!! "Screw you guys, I'm going home Peace and Quit Lua's Beta Readers I <3 writing AO3 READER we read fanfic lol Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ art council VOICE ACTORS OF BDNS did the dew yaoi enjoyer ANTI-67 Anti-Spawn Anti-Clanker CASEOH FAN!! Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders I <3 Vanitas no Carte Dark Deception lovers | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans Walking Dead I ❤️ Gorillaz Coldplay ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence Radiohead stomach book I ❤️ The Smiths Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G ENJAMBRE lana del rey I <3 Vacations three days grace ☆Deftones☆ vocaloid Odetarii I ♥ Nirvana i ♥ weezer Red Hot Chilli Peppers Paramore@theadora I'm so glad someone understands. This is the exact feeling. Couldn't have explained it better. Hope you get out soon.
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My father is narcissistic. I have never had a phone as a kid, barely socialized outside of my house. It always seems to be my fault I lose trust. I want to do after school activities and events, sports, trips, ect. And for the past 4 years. I had only got to be the track manager for a bit (yes, this was taken from me but my dad had good reasons as this time I was using it for "bad" but worth it!). Even though I wanted to be on track.. I always got called out by the real athletes because of it, but one of them. I beat in a race. I had no training, and I beat them. They still talked about me being just a track manager, but a little less. Thank God. But what's so bad about this? I've never gone to outdoor school. The once in a lifetime thing, he thought all he was doing was taking just another event from me. I use to take phones and find ways to socialize outside of school, I was good at it (still am)! I found so many ways, no matter what was in my way. I was determined. I was human too. I had taken my cousin's phone (he normally breaks them anyways), and used that. But the adrenaline that hits you, fear and love are very close. I was terrified. When he took it I was scared, was he gonna throw me around like a rag doll? Was he gonna yell at me? Was he gonna slam my door when he was done and go see EVERYTHING..? I was scared. The addrelinine got to me, now I have quick reflexes. I can guess people by steps, my father's being heavy, but still a bit quiet due to the floor and his socks. You have no idea how scary it is to hear your door open quickly, it's not a very good feeling you get. There was this one time.. I had snuck simply just food into my room. Just food. Ate it btw. And my dad found out, oh and it was HELL.... For some simple food. I think back to it now. I love my father dearly, and yet he... Oh how it fuels my hate for humans. He can get mad at me, but I can't just show my anger..? No expressions, no hand movement. Nothing. Be like a robot or something. If I was, I would take over the world and burn this damn house down. This house holds terrible memories of my old abuse from my grandma Kare's boyfriend. The things that happened with.. his kids. And school. 5th grade, you don't know "bullied" till you've seen that 5th grade year. Anyways, just wanted to share a bit of my understanding towards it.
Switch Only Nighttime Only The Council of Lua ★~ Karson Verified ~☆ | W1ckedSticky is #3 sweetpuddin EST Timezone LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 neurodivergent D e p r e s s i o n . . . WARNING! STUPID! Hopeless Romantic pale as F∪CK Yandere after me!! "Screw you guys, I'm going home Peace and Quit Lua's Beta Readers I <3 writing AO3 READER we read fanfic lol Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ art council VOICE ACTORS OF BDNS did the dew yaoi enjoyer ANTI-67 Anti-Spawn Anti-Clanker CASEOH FAN!! Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders I <3 Vanitas no Carte Dark Deception lovers | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans Walking Dead I ❤️ Gorillaz Coldplay ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence Radiohead stomach book I ❤️ The Smiths Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G ENJAMBRE lana del rey I <3 Vacations three days grace ☆Deftones☆ vocaloid Odetarii I ♥ Nirvana i ♥ weezer Red Hot Chilli Peppers Paramore@Snail-Mail This is very real. I'm sorry you had to experience that. hug
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I have been sneaking devices after hours to my room to talk with my ex every night
Switch Only Nighttime Only The Council of Lua ★~ Karson Verified ~☆ | W1ckedSticky is #3 sweetpuddin EST Timezone LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 neurodivergent D e p r e s s i o n . . . WARNING! STUPID! Hopeless Romantic pale as F∪CK Yandere after me!! "Screw you guys, I'm going home Peace and Quit Lua's Beta Readers I <3 writing AO3 READER we read fanfic lol Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ art council VOICE ACTORS OF BDNS did the dew yaoi enjoyer ANTI-67 Anti-Spawn Anti-Clanker CASEOH FAN!! Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders I <3 Vanitas no Carte Dark Deception lovers | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans Walking Dead I ❤️ Gorillaz Coldplay ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence Radiohead stomach book I ❤️ The Smiths Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G ENJAMBRE lana del rey I <3 Vacations three days grace ☆Deftones☆ vocaloid Odetarii I ♥ Nirvana i ♥ weezer Red Hot Chilli Peppers Paramore@The_Traveler95 I sneak the switch just talk to someone. I don't even have access to other people other than this. And trust me, my parents get really tiring and mentally drain me. I feel overstimulated everday just being around them. I find any way I can to not be.
Even if I couldn't talk to other people on here, I would still be vey content with being able to read ao3 again after almost 3 years.
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This nintendo is our family nintendo, so we keep it in the livingroom on the dock connected to the TV. The dock is visible if you walk far enough into the livingroom from the hallway where our bedrooms are.
I'm definitely not supposed to have this switch. In fact, the last time I had it in my room playing a game, my dad got mad and threatened to take away my privileges (like being by myself, having a door, or being able to just go to the bathroom without having to ask and without being timed). So...
It's been like two years since they took everything else from me (phone, laptop, sketchbook)
I waited it out a few months (like ten). Waited for them to forget about it and not watch the Nintendo anymore every night bcs I fakely formed a "trust" with them that I wouldn't take it over time. It's been about two months now that I've been able to take it with me comfortably at night without worrying.
Tonight, after seemingly going to bed, they've come out of their bedroom twice (my mom once and my dad once). It shot my adrenaline up so high and I crossed my fingers that they would either not turn the light back on to go get or go do whatever they forgot to or just not notice that the switch was missing from the dock in general. I could not calm down for at least ten minutes after that even when they went back in their room and never barged in and confronted me. It makes me so scared.
Ah... the anxiety they put in me.
@Luana.vasper The only reason I get online is to talk and see you guys, Even though im not supposed to be on and I dont wana lie to my parents I still get on for others I care about, But in your situation mabey it's a good idea to just get on when your supposed to, that way you can completed avoid problems in the future and you won't be stressed cause your sneaking, and the last thing I would want is to not be able to talk to you for a EXTENDED period of time.
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