Beat me over the head (vent sorta kinda)
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NOCTURNAL i never sleep at night Nintendo Switch Users pale as F∪CK neurodivergent LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 did the dew WARNING! STUPID! Gets hated on I <3 writing Luana's Beta Readers <3 Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ AO3 READER yaoi enjoyer we read fanfic lol Hopeless Romantic CASEOH FAN!! Yandere after me!! ANTI-67 Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders Walking Dead | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans I ❤️ Gorillaz ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence stomach book Radiohead Coldplay Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G I ❤️ The Smiths ☆Deftones☆ ♪ENJAMBRE♪ lana del rey vocaloid three days grace Odetarii
Sometimes I have days where I genuinely js can't enjoy anything. Like my brain js shuts down my emotional response to things outside of me. It's really annoying. Just a blanket of numbness over my body. I hate it. Today, I've tried to read fanfiction, write fanfiction, message friends, watch a lot of different videos, and listen to music. I felt nothing throughout all of it. Like I already had kind of a sh1t day and you won't even let me unwind and enjoy smth? Honestly what is this
How do I fix this? It's so weird. I think I went into dissociation mode cause my situation was worse today and I guess my system is trying to protect me from stress, but it's over now. Now, I want to be happy and it's not letting me because I can't plug my emotions back in apparently.
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Try listening to music n talking more often
Prob just a gloomy day
Stuff gets better
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Try listening to music n talking more often
Prob just a gloomy day
Stuff gets better
Trust!NOCTURNAL i never sleep at night Nintendo Switch Users pale as F∪CK neurodivergent LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 did the dew WARNING! STUPID! Gets hated on I <3 writing Luana's Beta Readers <3 Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ AO3 READER yaoi enjoyer we read fanfic lol Hopeless Romantic CASEOH FAN!! Yandere after me!! ANTI-67 Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders Walking Dead | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans I ❤️ Gorillaz ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence stomach book Radiohead Coldplay Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G I ❤️ The Smiths ☆Deftones☆ ♪ENJAMBRE♪ lana del rey vocaloid three days grace Odetarii@macncheese. Kinda hard to talk more often when the only yourself person you have to talk to is yourself TvT lol
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You could try to lay back and rest, sleeping makes you heavy to use emotion and makes you weary
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You could try to lay back and rest, sleeping makes you heavy to use emotion and makes you weary
NOCTURNAL i never sleep at night Nintendo Switch Users pale as F∪CK neurodivergent LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 did the dew WARNING! STUPID! Gets hated on I <3 writing Luana's Beta Readers <3 Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ AO3 READER yaoi enjoyer we read fanfic lol Hopeless Romantic CASEOH FAN!! Yandere after me!! ANTI-67 Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders Walking Dead | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans I ❤️ Gorillaz ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence stomach book Radiohead Coldplay Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G I ❤️ The Smiths ☆Deftones☆ ♪ENJAMBRE♪ lana del rey vocaloid three days grace Odetarii@Innocent I felt just as numb when I woke up and it persisted throughout today. Thankfully, I started to feel better around nighttime when I got my hands on my switch and am doing okay now. I think it may be js a trauma response, so it won't get any better if I'm still exposing myself to the source, which is why it finally eased off at night.