My fcked up sleep schedule is going to kill me.
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Switch Only Nighttime Only The Council of Lua ★~ Karson Verified ~☆ | W1ckedSticky is #3 sweetpuddin EST Timezone LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 neurodivergent D e p r e s s i o n . . . WARNING! STUPID! Hopeless Romantic pale as F∪CK Yandere after me!! "Screw you guys, I'm going home Peace and Quit Lua's Beta Readers I <3 writing AO3 READER we read fanfic lol Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ art council VOICE ACTORS OF BDNS did the dew yaoi enjoyer ANTI-67 Anti-Spawn Anti-Clanker CASEOH FAN!! Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders I <3 Vanitas no Carte Dark Deception lovers | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans Walking Dead I ❤️ Gorillaz Coldplay ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence Radiohead stomach book I ❤️ The Smiths Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G ENJAMBRE lana del rey I <3 Vacations three days grace ☆Deftones☆ vocaloid Odetarii I ♥ Nirvana i ♥ weezer Red Hot Chilli Peppers ParamoreI am on the verge of losing cognizance everyday. I'm trying to push through it, though. The lack of sleep has made me absolutely stupid, and I think it's making my depression worse.
I can't go to normal, though. The thought of having a normal sleep schedule seems disgustingly sinful. Sleeping? Eight hours of it? Daily? At nighttime where everything is best? No, no, no. I will not. I can not. I won't do it or have it. Eugh...
I'd much rather sacifice my wellbeing so I can have real alone time, where I can actually be myself since nobody's watching, where I can like what I like, feel how I feel, engage in my interests, have my own opinions, and interact with people again in a dark room swaddled in my comforter, bedrotting with a packet of cookies at my side until 7:12am (the time atm) because I have to eventually put the switch up and face yet another day of insufferable frustration. I wake up at 9:00-10:00am most days, for a reference.
dramatic sigh...
God, help me.
I hate when I have to put the switch up and dread the sight of the morning already rising behind my blinds before I close my eyes and try to sleep at least 1-3 to even 5 hours until my alarm awakes me into psychological torment with the enthusiasm of a romantic peacock.
Rahhhhhhh
This is long sorry. Thanks for reading my semi-vent or smth ig
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polyester man art council Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ Westhelm sweetpuddin lynn minions :3 Hide BDNS Ads lifemaxxing mac demarco fan Anti-Spawn la peace SHIZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA loser Loved! <3 Artist I ❤️ Gorillaz The Council of Lua I <3 Vacations But 20$ is 20$ ★Vanilleyy Vertified★ Chud clone Jace Approved Invincible big guys Stardust Crusaders The JoJo Fans!! @Everyone chat-perms Family Linked 🥀 Multiplayer Piano Community haha you cant see this textI feel u bro
Im either spending my time here or doomscrolling while semi conscious
live ur life to the fullest, as it should be lived.
cuz im hooome,
with moonlight on the river,
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I feel u bro
Im either spending my time here or doomscrolling while semi conscious
Switch Only Nighttime Only The Council of Lua ★~ Karson Verified ~☆ | W1ckedSticky is #3 sweetpuddin EST Timezone LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 neurodivergent D e p r e s s i o n . . . WARNING! STUPID! Hopeless Romantic pale as F∪CK Yandere after me!! "Screw you guys, I'm going home Peace and Quit Lua's Beta Readers I <3 writing AO3 READER we read fanfic lol Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ art council VOICE ACTORS OF BDNS did the dew yaoi enjoyer ANTI-67 Anti-Spawn Anti-Clanker CASEOH FAN!! Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders I <3 Vanitas no Carte Dark Deception lovers | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans Walking Dead I ❤️ Gorillaz Coldplay ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence Radiohead stomach book I ❤️ The Smiths Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G ENJAMBRE lana del rey I <3 Vacations three days grace ☆Deftones☆ vocaloid Odetarii I ♥ Nirvana i ♥ weezer Red Hot Chilli Peppers Paramore@macnscream Semi-concious is so real omg. Sometimes I feel like I'm not even real.
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Yea... Sometimes I think it's late and I tell everyone im going to bed and when I look out my blinds I get blinded by the freaking morning light, But I don't doom scroll....or scroll.
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I am on the verge of losing cognizance everyday. I'm trying to push through it, though. The lack of sleep has made me absolutely stupid, and I think it's making my depression worse.
I can't go to normal, though. The thought of having a normal sleep schedule seems disgustingly sinful. Sleeping? Eight hours of it? Daily? At nighttime where everything is best? No, no, no. I will not. I can not. I won't do it or have it. Eugh...
I'd much rather sacifice my wellbeing so I can have real alone time, where I can actually be myself since nobody's watching, where I can like what I like, feel how I feel, engage in my interests, have my own opinions, and interact with people again in a dark room swaddled in my comforter, bedrotting with a packet of cookies at my side until 7:12am (the time atm) because I have to eventually put the switch up and face yet another day of insufferable frustration. I wake up at 9:00-10:00am most days, for a reference.
dramatic sigh...
God, help me.
I hate when I have to put the switch up and dread the sight of the morning already rising behind my blinds before I close my eyes and try to sleep at least 1-3 to even 5 hours until my alarm awakes me into psychological torment with the enthusiasm of a romantic peacock.
Rahhhhhhh
This is long sorry. Thanks for reading my semi-vent or smth ig
Volleyball Luke Combs fan womp womp Taken I ♡ My BF ☆★! Converse !☆★ Alex G Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Hopeless Romantic Iron Deficient straight allies! neurodivergent ｡･ﾟﾟ･Vent-Friend 2.0 #1 kinger fan Caine fans!! ##adhd 420 chat-perms Dizzy certified<3 i ♥ weezer Gl1tch staff Nintendo Switch Users bookworms CASEOH FAN!! KITTYYYYYUHHH!! i love cats chronically online Mickey Munch Clubhouse Banned@Luana.vasper good!
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Switch Only Nighttime Only The Council of Lua ★~ Karson Verified ~☆ | W1ckedSticky is #3 sweetpuddin EST Timezone LGBTQ+ Of BDNS Omnisexual 💜🖤💙 neurodivergent D e p r e s s i o n . . . WARNING! STUPID! Hopeless Romantic pale as F∪CK Yandere after me!! "Screw you guys, I'm going home Peace and Quit Lua's Beta Readers I <3 writing AO3 READER we read fanfic lol Guitar peeps ♬⋆.˚ art council VOICE ACTORS OF BDNS did the dew yaoi enjoyer ANTI-67 Anti-Spawn Anti-Clanker CASEOH FAN!! Blue Lock! Rinsagi <3 certified saiki k fan JJBA watcher Stardust Crusaders I <3 Vanitas no Carte Dark Deception lovers | JJK FANS !! One Piece Fans Walking Dead I ❤️ Gorillaz Coldplay ♪Robbie's Bugs♪ Mindless Self Indulgence Radiohead stomach book I ❤️ The Smiths Mitski <3 Arctic Monkeys♥ Alex G ENJAMBRE lana del rey I <3 Vacations three days grace ☆Deftones☆ vocaloid Odetarii I ♥ Nirvana i ♥ weezer Red Hot Chilli Peppers Paramore
@dizzy-the-loser Should I report you for stalking too? LMAO And maybe wishes for death? You're js digging your hole deeper and deeper, amic.
"And there's really no way of winning if in their eyes, you'll always be a dumb blonde..." → Blue Hair; TV Girl
"I am hungry. I have been hungry. I was born hungry. What do I need? I am something. I have been something. I was born something. What could I be?" → Abbey; Mitski -
@dizzy-the-loser Should I report you for stalking too? LMAO And maybe wishes for death? You're js digging your hole deeper and deeper, amic.
Volleyball Luke Combs fan womp womp Taken I ♡ My BF ☆★! Converse !☆★ Alex G Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Hopeless Romantic Iron Deficient straight allies! neurodivergent ｡･ﾟﾟ･Vent-Friend 2.0 #1 kinger fan Caine fans!! ##adhd 420 chat-perms Dizzy certified<3 i ♥ weezer Gl1tch staff Nintendo Switch Users bookworms CASEOH FAN!! KITTYYYYYUHHH!! i love cats chronically online Mickey Munch Clubhouse Banned@Luana.vasper yay so now i dont have to talk to ur bih ahh
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