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  • SupearManS Offline
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    SupearMan
    Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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    (Btw i'll still be on for a bit before my break and during it I may be on time to time, but I won't be active, like replying, dm'ing, streaming, etc.)

    I make dumb comics cuz lol
    Any Pronouns rlly
    Status:
    Green: Happi Happi happi
    Yellow: Streaming
    Red: Losing it
    Gray: Offline

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    • SupearManS Offline
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      SupearMan
      Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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      #14

      I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

      I make dumb comics cuz lol
      Any Pronouns rlly
      Status:
      Green: Happi Happi happi
      Yellow: Streaming
      Red: Losing it
      Gray: Offline

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      • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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        Forum Services Autistic peeps
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        yg bro?

        Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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        • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

          yg bro?

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          SupearMan
          Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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          #16

          @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

          I make dumb comics cuz lol
          Any Pronouns rlly
          Status:
          Green: Happi Happi happi
          Yellow: Streaming
          Red: Losing it
          Gray: Offline

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          • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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            Forum Services Autistic peeps
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            #17

            do you want a hug or smth

            Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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            • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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              Forum Services Autistic peeps
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              im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3

              Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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              • SupearManS SupearMan

                @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

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                @SupearMan That's me and u both man

                HELP MEEEEEEEE

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                • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

                  do you want a hug or smth

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                  SupearMan
                  Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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                  @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

                  I make dumb comics cuz lol
                  Any Pronouns rlly
                  Status:
                  Green: Happi Happi happi
                  Yellow: Streaming
                  Red: Losing it
                  Gray: Offline

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                  • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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                    #21

                    not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

                    Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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                    • SupearManS SupearMan

                      (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


                      • Explanation:
                        As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

                      A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

                      (!VENTING ZONE!)

                      I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

                      I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


                      • Duration:
                        At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
                        I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
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                      @SupearMan ok /j

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                      • SupearManS SupearMan

                        I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                        @SupearMan sure buddy /j

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                        • SupearManS SupearMan

                          I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                          Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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                          @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

                          I make dumb comics cuz lol
                          Any Pronouns rlly
                          Status:
                          Green: Happi Happi happi
                          Yellow: Streaming
                          Red: Losing it
                          Gray: Offline

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                            Alright

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                              ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

                              Green: Online
                              Yellow: Busy or Studying
                              Red: DNI please.
                              Gray: Offline or lurking
                              SB-4717-1413-8119

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                              • SupearManS SupearMan

                                @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

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                                @SupearMan okayyyy

                                Green: Online
                                Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                Red: DNI please.
                                Gray: Offline or lurking
                                SB-4717-1413-8119

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                                  Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                                    Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                                    Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
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                                    @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                                    Green: Online
                                    Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                    Red: DNI please.
                                    Gray: Offline or lurking
                                    SB-4717-1413-8119

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                                      damn... get better soon <3

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                                      • Ameris_BlizzA Ameris_Blizz

                                        @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

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                                        @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

                                        I'm adding anything weird you say to the wall of shame

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                                          @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

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                                          Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
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                                          @jainacore NOOOOO I NEEDA CHANGE MY USER NOW AHHHH

                                          Green: Online
                                          Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                          Red: DNI please.
                                          Gray: Offline or lurking
                                          SB-4717-1413-8119

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