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  • KiwiFarmsArkavelundefined Offline
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    Top 3 MP -BDNS 🎖️ 2nd Top Poster 🥈 INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Wolfie's MH Hospital
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    yg bro?

    

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    • KiwiFarmsArkavelundefined KiwiFarmsArkavel

      yg bro?

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      @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

      I make dumb comics cuz lol
      Any Pronouns rlly
      Status:
      Green: Happi Happi happi
      Yellow: Streaming
      Red: Losing it
      Gray: Offline

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      • KiwiFarmsArkavelundefined Offline
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        KiwiFarmsArkavel
        Top 3 MP -BDNS 🎖️ 2nd Top Poster 🥈 INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Wolfie's MH Hospital
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        do you want a hug or smth

        

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        • KiwiFarmsArkavelundefined Offline
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          Top 3 MP -BDNS 🎖️ 2nd Top Poster 🥈 INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Wolfie's MH Hospital
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          im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3

          

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          • SupearManundefined SupearMan

            @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

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            @SupearMan That's me and u both man

            HELP MEEEEEEEE

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            • KiwiFarmsArkavelundefined KiwiFarmsArkavel

              do you want a hug or smth

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              Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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              @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

              I make dumb comics cuz lol
              Any Pronouns rlly
              Status:
              Green: Happi Happi happi
              Yellow: Streaming
              Red: Losing it
              Gray: Offline

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              • KiwiFarmsArkavelundefined Offline
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                KiwiFarmsArkavel
                Top 3 MP -BDNS 🎖️ 2nd Top Poster 🥈 INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Wolfie's MH Hospital
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                #21

                not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

                

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                • SupearManundefined SupearMan

                  (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


                  • Explanation:
                    As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

                  A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

                  (!VENTING ZONE!)

                  I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

                  I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


                  • Duration:
                    At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
                    I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
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                  @SupearMan ok /j

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                  • SupearManundefined SupearMan

                    I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                    @SupearMan sure buddy /j

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                    • SupearManundefined SupearMan

                      I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                      @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again :+1: (might be tomorrow idk)

                      I make dumb comics cuz lol
                      Any Pronouns rlly
                      Status:
                      Green: Happi Happi happi
                      Yellow: Streaming
                      Red: Losing it
                      Gray: Offline

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                        Alright

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                          ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

                          Green: Online
                          Yellow: Busy or Studying
                          Red: DNI please.
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                          • SupearManundefined SupearMan

                            @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again :+1: (might be tomorrow idk)

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                            Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
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                            @SupearMan okayyyy

                            Green: Online
                            Yellow: Busy or Studying
                            Red: DNI please.
                            Gray: Offline or lurking
                            SB-4717-1413-8119

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                              Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                              • A Former User? A Former User

                                Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                                Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
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                                @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                                Green: Online
                                Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                Red: DNI please.
                                Gray: Offline or lurking
                                SB-4717-1413-8119

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                                  damn... get better soon <3

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                                  • Ameris_Blizzundefined Ameris_Blizz

                                    @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

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                                    @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie :copyright:" copyrighted

                                    I'm adding anything weird you say to the wall of shame

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                                    • -jainacoreundefined -jainacore

                                      @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie :copyright:" copyrighted

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                                      Ameris_Blizz
                                      Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
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                                      @jainacore NOOOOO I NEEDA CHANGE MY USER NOW AHHHH

                                      Green: Online
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                                      Red: DNI please.
                                      Gray: Offline or lurking
                                      SB-4717-1413-8119

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