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  • KiwiFarmsArkavel
    KiwiFarmsArkavel
    KiwiFarmsArkavel
    Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster 🥈 former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
    wrote on last edited by
    #18

    im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3

    

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    • SupearMan SupearMan

      @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

      ALLICAT
      ALLICAT
      ALLICAT
      "Screw you guys, I'm going home IMA BURN IN HELL, but<3 ☆★! Converse !☆★ ##adhd The OG FNaF fans ☆ Spotify ig artist's.. Nintendo Switch Users Detective BADDIESSS Boring ppl <3 Laufey Single simps Michael Jackson Certified Fans Anti-Clanker ★☆∴`Soiacw`∴★☆ Papa's Pizzeria 。・゚゚・Vent-Friend 2.0 The Dog Type People (No Furrys Are Not Intended In The Name krendrick lamar NOCTURNAL indie game fan Silliest Goobers ☆Has Tiktok☆ 420 Survived a near death experience (yay) Animal Crossing Gang My Hero Academia. WARNING! STUPID! Random People Ig NERDS!!! $ money talks $ join if your gang im a girl womp womp smash or pass gang Fml No Snow `Gravity Falls` I ♡ C.AI fnaf nerds Odetarii high af chat-perms we read fanfic lol
      wrote on last edited by
      #19

      @SupearMan That's me and u both man

      HELP MEEEEEEEE

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      • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

        do you want a hug or smth

        SupearMan
        SupearMan
        SupearMan
        Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
        wrote on last edited by
        #20

        @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

        I make dumb comics cuz lol
        Any Pronouns rlly
        Status:
        Green: Happi Happi happi
        Yellow: Streaming
        Red: Losing it
        Gray: Offline

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        • KiwiFarmsArkavel
          KiwiFarmsArkavel
          KiwiFarmsArkavel
          Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster 🥈 former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
          wrote on last edited by
          #21

          not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

          

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          • SupearMan SupearMan

            (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


            • Explanation:
              As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

            A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

            (!VENTING ZONE!)

            I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

            I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


            • Duration:
              At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
              I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
            A Former User?
            A Former User?
            A Former User
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            #22

            @SupearMan ok /j

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            • SupearMan SupearMan

              I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

              A Former User?
              A Former User?
              A Former User
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              #23

              @SupearMan sure buddy /j

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              • SupearMan SupearMan

                I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

                SupearMan
                SupearMan
                SupearMan
                Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users roblox BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
                wrote on last edited by
                #24

                @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

                I make dumb comics cuz lol
                Any Pronouns rlly
                Status:
                Green: Happi Happi happi
                Yellow: Streaming
                Red: Losing it
                Gray: Offline

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                • A Former User?
                  A Former User?
                  A Former User
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                  #25

                  Alright

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                  • Ameris_Blizz
                    Ameris_Blizz
                    Ameris_Blizz
                    Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
                    wrote on last edited by
                    #26

                    ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

                    Green: Online
                    Yellow: Busy or Studying
                    Red: DNI please.
                    Gray: Offline or lurking
                    SB-4717-1413-8119

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                    • SupearMan SupearMan

                      @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

                      Ameris_Blizz
                      Ameris_Blizz
                      Ameris_Blizz
                      Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
                      wrote on last edited by
                      #27

                      @SupearMan okayyyy

                      Green: Online
                      Yellow: Busy or Studying
                      Red: DNI please.
                      Gray: Offline or lurking
                      SB-4717-1413-8119

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                      • A Former User?
                        A Former User?
                        A Former User
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                        #28

                        Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                        • A Former User? A Former User

                          Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

                          Ameris_Blizz
                          Ameris_Blizz
                          Ameris_Blizz
                          Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
                          wrote on last edited by
                          #29

                          @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                          Green: Online
                          Yellow: Busy or Studying
                          Red: DNI please.
                          Gray: Offline or lurking
                          SB-4717-1413-8119

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                          • Polaris-Chan
                            Polaris-Chan
                            Polaris-Chan
                            Konalings Wolfington Fanclub Dawn Empire ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Trans miku ♡ computer nerds Westhelm
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                            #30

                            damn... get better soon <3

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                            • Ameris_Blizz Ameris_Blizz

                              @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                              -jainacore
                              -jainacore
                              -jainacore
                              THE LOUNGE Arson's Darlings
                              wrote on last edited by
                              #31

                              @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

                              I'm adding anything weird you say to the wall of shame

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                              • -jainacore -jainacore

                                @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

                                Ameris_Blizz
                                Ameris_Blizz
                                Ameris_Blizz
                                Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay) Wolfington Fanclub
                                wrote on last edited by
                                #32

                                @jainacore NOOOOO I NEEDA CHANGE MY USER NOW AHHHH

                                Green: Online
                                Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                Red: DNI please.
                                Gray: Offline or lurking
                                SB-4717-1413-8119

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