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  • SupearManS SupearMan

    @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

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    @SupearMan That's me and u both man

    HELP MEEEEEEEE

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    • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

      do you want a hug or smth

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      @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

      I make dumb comics cuz lol
      Any Pronouns rlly
      Status:
      Green: Happi Happi happi
      Yellow: Streaming
      Red: Losing it
      Gray: Offline

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        not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

        Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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        • SupearManS SupearMan

          (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


          • Explanation:
            As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

          A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

          (!VENTING ZONE!)

          I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

          I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


          • Duration:
            At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
            I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
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          @SupearMan ok /j

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          • SupearManS SupearMan

            I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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            @SupearMan sure buddy /j

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            • SupearManS SupearMan

              I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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              @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

              I make dumb comics cuz lol
              Any Pronouns rlly
              Status:
              Green: Happi Happi happi
              Yellow: Streaming
              Red: Losing it
              Gray: Offline

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                Alright

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                  ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

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                  Red: DNI please.
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                  • SupearManS SupearMan

                    @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

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                    @SupearMan okayyyy

                    Green: Online
                    Yellow: Busy or Studying
                    Red: DNI please.
                    Gray: Offline or lurking
                    SB-4717-1413-8119

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                      Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                        Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                        @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

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                          damn... get better soon <3

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                          • Ameris_BlizzA Ameris_Blizz

                            @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

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                            @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

                            I'm adding anything weird you say to the wall of shame

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                            • -jainacore- -jainacore

                              @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

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                              @jainacore NOOOOO I NEEDA CHANGE MY USER NOW AHHHH

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