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  • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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    Forum Services Autistic peeps
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    do you want a hug or smth

    Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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      im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3

      Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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      • SupearManS SupearMan

        @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

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        @SupearMan That's me and u both man

        HELP MEEEEEEEE

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        • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

          do you want a hug or smth

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          @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

          I make dumb comics cuz lol
          Any Pronouns rlly
          Status:
          Green: Happi Happi happi
          Yellow: Streaming
          Red: Losing it
          Gray: Offline

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          • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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            not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

            Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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            • SupearManS SupearMan

              (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


              • Explanation:
                As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

              A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

              (!VENTING ZONE!)

              I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

              I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


              • Duration:
                At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
                I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
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              @SupearMan ok /j

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              • SupearManS SupearMan

                I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                @SupearMan sure buddy /j

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                • SupearManS SupearMan

                  I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                  @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

                  I make dumb comics cuz lol
                  Any Pronouns rlly
                  Status:
                  Green: Happi Happi happi
                  Yellow: Streaming
                  Red: Losing it
                  Gray: Offline

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                    Alright

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                    • Ameris_BlizzA Offline
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                      #26

                      ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

                      Green: Online
                      Yellow: Busy or Studying
                      Red: DNI please.
                      Gray: Offline or lurking
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                      • SupearManS SupearMan

                        @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

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                        #27

                        @SupearMan okayyyy

                        Green: Online
                        Yellow: Busy or Studying
                        Red: DNI please.
                        Gray: Offline or lurking
                        SB-4717-1413-8119

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                          Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                            Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                            Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
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                            @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

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                            Red: DNI please.
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                              damn... get better soon <3

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                              • Ameris_BlizzA Ameris_Blizz

                                @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

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                                @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

                                I'm adding anything weird you say to the wall of shame

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                                • -jainacore- -jainacore

                                  @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

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                                  Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
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                                  @jainacore NOOOOO I NEEDA CHANGE MY USER NOW AHHHH

                                  Green: Online
                                  Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                  Red: DNI please.
                                  Gray: Offline or lurking
                                  SB-4717-1413-8119

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