Skip to content
  • Categories
  • Recent
  • Groups
  • Users
  • Tags
  • Popular
Skins
  • Light
  • Cerulean
  • Cosmo
  • Flatly
  • Journal
  • Litera
  • Lumen
  • Lux
  • Materia
  • Minty
  • Morph
  • Pulse
  • Sandstone
  • Simplex
  • Sketchy
  • Spacelab
  • United
  • Yeti
  • Zephyr
  • Dark
  • Cyborg
  • Darkly
  • Quartz
  • Slate
  • Solar
  • Superhero
  • Vapor

  • Default (No Skin)
  • No Skin
Collapse
Brand Logo
  1. Home
  2. Categories
  3. IRL Updates, Blogs & News.
  4. I need a break...

I need a break...

Scheduled Pinned Locked Moved IRL Updates, Blogs & News.
vent
32 Posts 11 Posters 757 Views 7 Watching
  • Oldest to Newest
  • Newest to Oldest
  • Most Votes
Reply
  • Reply as topic
Log in to reply
This topic has been deleted. Only users with topic management privileges can see it.
  • SupearManS Offline
    SupearManS Offline
    SupearMan
    Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
    wrote on last edited by
    #12

    Might take another break, maybe a month long. Ik it's long but my mental state it so bad I let out an hour long string of high pitch screams and screeches, I feel nasally af, my throat is in pain, and my lips are swollen. Do I wanna explain what happened? .......not here. (Idk why I feel like i'm overreacting and should just "let go")

    I make dumb comics cuz lol
    Any Pronouns rlly
    Status:
    Green: Happi Happi happi
    Yellow: Streaming
    Red: Losing it
    Gray: Offline

    1 Reply Last reply
    0
    • SupearManS Offline
      SupearManS Offline
      SupearMan
      Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
      wrote on last edited by
      #13

      (Btw i'll still be on for a bit before my break and during it I may be on time to time, but I won't be active, like replying, dm'ing, streaming, etc.)

      I make dumb comics cuz lol
      Any Pronouns rlly
      Status:
      Green: Happi Happi happi
      Yellow: Streaming
      Red: Losing it
      Gray: Offline

      1 Reply Last reply
      0
      • SupearManS Offline
        SupearManS Offline
        SupearMan
        Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
        wrote on last edited by
        #14

        I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

        I make dumb comics cuz lol
        Any Pronouns rlly
        Status:
        Green: Happi Happi happi
        Yellow: Streaming
        Red: Losing it
        Gray: Offline

        ? SupearManS 2 Replies Last reply
        0
        • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
          KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
          KiwiFarmsArkavel
          Forum Services Autistic peeps
          wrote on last edited by
          #15

          yg bro?

          Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

          SupearManS 1 Reply Last reply
          0
          • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

            yg bro?

            SupearManS Offline
            SupearManS Offline
            SupearMan
            Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
            wrote on last edited by
            #16

            @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

            I make dumb comics cuz lol
            Any Pronouns rlly
            Status:
            Green: Happi Happi happi
            Yellow: Streaming
            Red: Losing it
            Gray: Offline

            A 1 Reply Last reply
            0
            • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
              KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
              KiwiFarmsArkavel
              Forum Services Autistic peeps
              wrote on last edited by
              #17

              do you want a hug or smth

              Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

              SupearManS 1 Reply Last reply
              0
              • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
                KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
                KiwiFarmsArkavel
                Forum Services Autistic peeps
                wrote on last edited by
                #18

                im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3

                Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

                1 Reply Last reply
                0
                • SupearManS SupearMan

                  @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

                  A Offline
                  A Offline
                  ALLICAT
                  "Screw you guys, I'm going home IMA BURN IN HELL, but<3 ☆★! Converse !☆★ ##adhd The OG FNaF fans ☆ Spotify ig artist's.. Nintendo Switch Users Detective BADDIESSS Boring ppl <3 Laufey Single simps Michael Jackson Certified Fans Anti-Clanker ★☆∴`Soiacw`∴★☆ Papa's Pizzeria 。・゚゚・Vent-Friend 2.0 The Dog Type People (No Furrys Are Not Intended In The Name krendrick lamar NOCTURNAL indie game fan Silliest Goobers ☆Has Tiktok☆ 420 Survived a near death experience (yay) Animal Crossing Gang My Hero Academia. WARNING! STUPID! Random People Ig NERDS!!! $ money talks $ join if your gang im a girl womp womp smash or pass gang Fml No Snow WaffleS `Gravity Falls` I ♡ C.AI fnaf nerds Odetarii high af chat-perms we read fanfic lol
                  wrote on last edited by
                  #19

                  @SupearMan That's me and u both man

                  HELP MEEEEEEEE

                  1 Reply Last reply
                  0
                  • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

                    do you want a hug or smth

                    SupearManS Offline
                    SupearManS Offline
                    SupearMan
                    Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
                    wrote on last edited by
                    #20

                    @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

                    I make dumb comics cuz lol
                    Any Pronouns rlly
                    Status:
                    Green: Happi Happi happi
                    Yellow: Streaming
                    Red: Losing it
                    Gray: Offline

                    1 Reply Last reply
                    0
                    • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
                      KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
                      KiwiFarmsArkavel
                      Forum Services Autistic peeps
                      wrote on last edited by
                      #21

                      not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

                      Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

                      1 Reply Last reply
                      0
                      • SupearManS SupearMan

                        (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


                        • Explanation:
                          As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

                        A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called “the definition of disgusting and weird” by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

                        (!VENTING ZONE!)

                        I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to “be in the moment” and “life’s too short to spend it moping,” but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

                        I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


                        • Duration:
                          At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
                          I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
                        ? Offline
                        ? Offline
                        A Former User
                        wrote on last edited by
                        #22

                        @SupearMan ok /j

                        1 Reply Last reply
                        0
                        • SupearManS SupearMan

                          I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

                          ? Offline
                          ? Offline
                          A Former User
                          wrote on last edited by
                          #23

                          @SupearMan sure buddy /j

                          1 Reply Last reply
                          0
                          • SupearManS SupearMan

                            I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

                            SupearManS Offline
                            SupearManS Offline
                            SupearMan
                            Kitty Witty ☆Has Tiktok☆ Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAÑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
                            wrote on last edited by
                            #24

                            @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

                            I make dumb comics cuz lol
                            Any Pronouns rlly
                            Status:
                            Green: Happi Happi happi
                            Yellow: Streaming
                            Red: Losing it
                            Gray: Offline

                            Ameris_BlizzA 1 Reply Last reply
                            1
                            • ? Offline
                              ? Offline
                              A Former User
                              wrote on last edited by
                              #25

                              Alright

                              1 Reply Last reply
                              0
                              • Ameris_BlizzA Online
                                Ameris_BlizzA Online
                                Ameris_Blizz
                                Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
                                wrote on last edited by
                                #26

                                ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

                                Green: Online
                                Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                Red: DNI please.
                                Gray: Offline or lurking
                                SB-4717-1413-8119

                                1 Reply Last reply
                                0
                                • SupearManS SupearMan

                                  @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again 👍 (might be tomorrow idk)

                                  Ameris_BlizzA Online
                                  Ameris_BlizzA Online
                                  Ameris_Blizz
                                  Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
                                  wrote on last edited by
                                  #27

                                  @SupearMan okayyyy

                                  Green: Online
                                  Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                  Red: DNI please.
                                  Gray: Offline or lurking
                                  SB-4717-1413-8119

                                  1 Reply Last reply
                                  0
                                  • ? Offline
                                    ? Offline
                                    A Former User
                                    wrote on last edited by
                                    #28

                                    Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

                                    Ameris_BlizzA 1 Reply Last reply
                                    0
                                    • ? A Former User

                                      Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

                                      Ameris_BlizzA Online
                                      Ameris_BlizzA Online
                                      Ameris_Blizz
                                      Im just a girl. 。.:*☆ WaffleS ♡♥Bisexual♥♡ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
                                      wrote on last edited by
                                      #29

                                      @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                                      Green: Online
                                      Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                      Red: DNI please.
                                      Gray: Offline or lurking
                                      SB-4717-1413-8119

                                      -jainacore- 1 Reply Last reply
                                      0
                                      • DawnthedemonD Offline
                                        DawnthedemonD Offline
                                        Dawnthedemon
                                        Taken
                                        wrote on last edited by
                                        #30

                                        damn... get better soon <3

                                        1 Reply Last reply
                                        0
                                        • Ameris_BlizzA Ameris_Blizz

                                          @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                                          -jainacore- Offline
                                          -jainacore- Offline
                                          -jainacore
                                          Senior Staff THE LOUNGE Arson's Darlings
                                          wrote on last edited by
                                          #31

                                          @nettievibez4uu_ Nuh-uh i have "nettie ©" copyrighted

                                          I'm adding anything weird you say to the wall of shame

                                          Ameris_BlizzA 1 Reply Last reply
                                          0
                                          Reply
                                          • Reply as topic
                                          Log in to reply
                                          • Oldest to Newest
                                          • Newest to Oldest
                                          • Most Votes


                                          • 1
                                          • 2
                                          • Login

                                          • Don't have an account? Register

                                          • Login or register to search.
                                          • First post
                                            Last post
                                          0
                                          • Categories
                                          • Recent
                                          • Groups
                                          • Users
                                          • Tags
                                          • Popular