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  • AlmondA Offline
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    Almond
    Co-Admin clowns
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    #11

    Get better soon bud 🧔

    Making the community better, one day at a time. ā™”

    I am smart so you don't have to be ā˜†

    I'm not a global mod ā—‡

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    • SupearManS Offline
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      Kitty Witty ā˜†Has Tiktokā˜† Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAƑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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      #12

      Might take another break, maybe a month long. Ik it's long but my mental state it so bad I let out an hour long string of high pitch screams and screeches, I feel nasally af, my throat is in pain, and my lips are swollen. Do I wanna explain what happened? .......not here. (Idk why I feel like i'm overreacting and should just "let go")

      I make dumb comics cuz lol
      Any Pronouns rlly
      Status:
      Green: Happi Happi happi
      Yellow: Streaming
      Red: Losing it
      Gray: Offline

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      • SupearManS Offline
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        SupearMan
        Kitty Witty ā˜†Has Tiktokā˜† Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAƑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
        wrote on last edited by
        #13

        (Btw i'll still be on for a bit before my break and during it I may be on time to time, but I won't be active, like replying, dm'ing, streaming, etc.)

        I make dumb comics cuz lol
        Any Pronouns rlly
        Status:
        Green: Happi Happi happi
        Yellow: Streaming
        Red: Losing it
        Gray: Offline

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        • SupearManS Offline
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          Kitty Witty ā˜†Has Tiktokā˜† Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAƑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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          #14

          I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

          I make dumb comics cuz lol
          Any Pronouns rlly
          Status:
          Green: Happi Happi happi
          Yellow: Streaming
          Red: Losing it
          Gray: Offline

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          • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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            Forum Services Autistic peeps
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            #15

            yg bro?

            Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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            • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

              yg bro?

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              SupearMan
              Kitty Witty ā˜†Has Tiktokā˜† Ivycomb ~Poet~ ESPAƑOLES!!! Hazbin Hotel Fans BFDI IS BEST ##adhd short person Murder Drones Fans #MiiGang `Gravity Falls` Egg Dog Single ANTI FURRY HATTERS DDLC Fans meggy lovers OC-Maker insanity Art group! LGBTQ+ Of BDNS artist's.. certified crackhead Spotify ig D e p r e s s i o n . . . Has a Youtube Channel Dark Humor Club pansexual people =uwu= NOCTURNAL Femboy :3 Wears thigh socks Chaotic People Survived a near death experience (yay) bookworms Edd Streamer Cyn Fans pepsi lovers Nintendo Switch Users crappy roblox gamers BDNS DATABASE Merryweather Media Fans I love ferrets Sonadow Fans "Chan/San" we love miku #TRTS FNF Enthusiasts Glitch-Production Gets hated on Level I WANT IT THAT WAY ~*Chappell Roan*~ Forsaken Fans!!! Arson's Darlings neurodivergent kpop demon hunter fan Brony Minecraft Pros yaoi enjoyer
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              #16

              @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

              I make dumb comics cuz lol
              Any Pronouns rlly
              Status:
              Green: Happi Happi happi
              Yellow: Streaming
              Red: Losing it
              Gray: Offline

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              • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
                KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
                KiwiFarmsArkavel
                Forum Services Autistic peeps
                wrote on last edited by
                #17

                do you want a hug or smth

                Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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                • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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                  Forum Services Autistic peeps
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                  #18

                  im listening to FNF Bewilderment cause im slowly dragging myself to insanity :3

                  Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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                  • SupearManS SupearMan

                    @KiwiFarmsArkavel Nope :']

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                    #19

                    @SupearMan That's me and u both man

                    HELP MEEEEEEEE

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                    • KiwiFarmsArkavelK KiwiFarmsArkavel

                      do you want a hug or smth

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                      wrote on last edited by
                      #20

                      @KiwiFarmsArkavel Physical contact is a no no sowwy (It's 2:15 AM I need sleep-)

                      I make dumb comics cuz lol
                      Any Pronouns rlly
                      Status:
                      Green: Happi Happi happi
                      Yellow: Streaming
                      Red: Losing it
                      Gray: Offline

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                      • KiwiFarmsArkavelK Offline
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                        Forum Services Autistic peeps
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                        #21

                        not physical i meant like you feel like you just get a small hug ig but ye, get some rest tho alr and as a scenecore kid stuck in 2016 i can say this. Life sucks and reality sucks so why not bend it a little

                        Your Silly Autistic Costco Alien

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                        • SupearManS SupearMan

                          (SCROLL TO THE END FOR THE DURATION)


                          • Explanation:
                            As much as this site has been a lifeline for me, I find myself in a position where I need to step away. I'm unsure of the exact reason, but for once, I feel it’s important to listen to my instincts. It might be my mental health—this site, though it’s often felt like the only thing holding me together, isn't enough anymore. I need to move beyond it, to not rely on it for my sense of stability. Another reason could be procrastination. Though I've been working harder lately, I still find myself getting distracted, not just here but by countless other things. The year is drawing to a close, and last year I was given a pass to move forward despite failing. I don’t want to find myself in that same situation again, especially with the real possibility of being held back. But it’s not just school. I have personal projects—shows, AMVs, songs, art—so many things either unfinished, barely started, or abandoned altogether. I want to finish these things, not because I feel obligated, but because I owe it to myself to create something meaningful that I can share, both here and with others on platforms like YouTube.

                          A third reason for this break is a personal one. I want to be less awkward socially. I don’t want my interactions here to affect how I behave in real life. The way I act here is, in part, because I know I’ll likely never meet most of you in person (though there are a couple of exceptions). But those patterns are starting to bleed into real life, and I can’t allow that. Recently, I was called ā€œthe definition of disgusting and weirdā€ by people I don’t even know, and it shook me more than I care to admit.

                          (!VENTING ZONE!)

                          I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional baggage, and I’m tired of it. My reputation has been in shambles since pre-K, and it's followed me relentlessly over the years. I’ve spent so much time mired in emotional chaos, in and out of depressive episodes, that I no longer know how to break the cycle. It’s exhausting. I tell myself to ā€œbe in the momentā€ and ā€œlife’s too short to spend it moping,ā€ but I’m a hypocrite. I never truly live; I just exist, sinking into my own sadness and frustration. Too many nights have been spent just moping, as if it’s the only option left.

                          I feel like I’m walking on thin ice with the people I care about. My dad recently called me an asshole, I haven’t spoken to Tommy in days, I hurt @kasanetetofan, even though I never intended to. And that’s just the surface of it. I regret so many things: I never told my grandmother I loved her or even hugged her before she passed away in 2021. I’ve hurt my crush from last year, and I fear I might be doing the same again this year. I’ve lashed out at my family, causing pain I can never take back. I’ve scared my friends, made them cry, and been the reason for several friendships falling apart.


                          • Duration:
                            At least one week, though it’s not fixed so it could vary.
                            I’ll be around for the next two days as much as I can, but after 12 AM on Monday, don’t expect to see me here.
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                          @SupearMan ok /j

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                          • SupearManS SupearMan

                            I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                            @SupearMan sure buddy /j

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                            • SupearManS SupearMan

                              I forgot I was gonna do this.....yeah i'm still going on that break real soon

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                              @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again šŸ‘ (might be tomorrow idk)

                              I make dumb comics cuz lol
                              Any Pronouns rlly
                              Status:
                              Green: Happi Happi happi
                              Yellow: Streaming
                              Red: Losing it
                              Gray: Offline

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                                Alright

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                                  ENRI NOOOOOO :c I'll miss you, take as long as ya needdddd we'll be here, arms open at anytime

                                  Green: Online
                                  Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                  Red: DNI please.
                                  Gray: Offline or lurking
                                  SB-4717-1413-8119

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                                  • SupearManS SupearMan

                                    @SupearMan Ok I can't make up my mind but i'm in a way better mood so i'm calling this off till I feel like shit again šŸ‘ (might be tomorrow idk)

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                                    #27

                                    @SupearMan okayyyy

                                    Green: Online
                                    Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                    Red: DNI please.
                                    Gray: Offline or lurking
                                    SB-4717-1413-8119

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                                      Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                                        Ameris You Look Like A Completely Different Person

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                                        Im just a girl. ļ½”.:*ā˜† WaffleS ♔♄Bisexual♄♔ Bluebirds Coolest Catz Zelda Players Survived a near death experience (yay)
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                                        #29

                                        @KG3M0 Nuh-uhhh... (call me Lianette, Lia or Nettie now)

                                        Green: Online
                                        Yellow: Busy or Studying
                                        Red: DNI please.
                                        Gray: Offline or lurking
                                        SB-4717-1413-8119

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                                          damn... get better soon <3

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