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  • sc4retic sc4retic

    DW, I MIGHT CHECK THE SITE ONCE IN A BLUE MOON LOL. if everything goes well i might come back someday?? but until then, i'll miss you ๐Ÿ˜”

    cv7mp
    cv7mp
    cv7mp
    Lee cane to ass
    wrote on last edited by
    #14

    @st4tic sighh i hope u stay here

    Despite everything, it's still you.

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    • A Former User?
      A Former User?
      A Former User
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      #15

      idk you that much on here nor have we ever talked but goodluck on your mental journey i'll miss you and i hope your time away from bdns goes well

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      • sc4retic sc4retic

        hi. you may have noticed i was gone for a long-ish time span. i'll explain why here, so please be sure to read everything, or at least the TL;DR, before replying :) but i digress... so, where have i been exactly?

        to put it simply, my mental health is declining very quickly and i simply had no conditions of logging into browsedns anymore. plus, i was afraid that when i logged in here would be like a hundred notifs and 10 unread chats, which was unfortunately actually what happened. i had no motivation to even go on the internet anymore or really do anything. however, i eventually just thought to myself "[censored] it we ball" and logged in... and oh god. everything i feared just happened.

        some of my friends left (like @Ameris_Blizz and @seth), some are still here, but they're either highly inactive to the point i cannot talk to them properly like i wish i could, or they have some other condition not allowing them to have a proper chat (like being timeouted every 20 minutes or lagging out or having limited internet access or whatever else).

        i really missed a lot of stuff, and i regret that. i truly do. i dont even recognize this site as the same anymore. i might be being dramatic but really, put yourself in my shoes. so you know, why even bother? why even stay here anymore?

        plus, the only reason i even used this website as much is because 1) my other socials were out of reach (like discord and tumblr) and this was the only place i could reach my online friends atm, or 2) the interface was extremely easy to use. but besides that, nothing is really worth it anymore. and no, i wont be joining mppc anytime soon, sorry. im not losing my time with any of that.

        yeah, you guessed it from the title, i might be leaving. after all, a considerable amount of the people i cared about and used to hang out with are gone. you could argue that of course, there's still others like swaggy or power or leelee or kiwi or L0S3r or miso or god knows who else, but idek if they'll even miss me that much lmao. im not gonna leave IMMEDIATELY per se, but im seriously thinking on it

        my best friend also uses this site but he's not even active after our last convo. which mind you was 12 days ago. so yeah

        on a bonus completely unrelated note, im really really really REALLY glad im not staff on this site anymore. dont get me wrong but it would be really time consuming and there was no way in hell i could hit the activity log quota in my current state, or even do anything properly if i became a global. and you know what? now i realized im kinda glad for not being one. im actually better off being a regular goofball on this site.

        TL;DR: i couldn't log in because of certain issues irl, thinking on leaving this site soon, and im glad for not being a mod anymore (no hate to the actual staff ofc).

        holy yapatron uh. yeah. also, just to say it: please do not be rude in replies, since im currently going through shit and thatd be the last thing id want to see atm ๐ŸŒน that's all folks. stay safe out there

        Ameris_Blizz
        Ameris_Blizz
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        #16

        @st4tic Hey, twin I'm still here dw- just taking a break.! :3 also if you leave imma be sad :c you were a good friend and a funny person too.

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        Red: DNI please.
        Gray: Offline or lurking
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        • A Former User? A Former User

          idk you that much on here nor have we ever talked but goodluck on your mental journey i'll miss you and i hope your time away from bdns goes well

          sc4retic
          sc4retic
          sc4retic
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          #17

          @ghรธstfacejxdi thanks twin, i dont know you much either but this means a lot


          โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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          • KiwiFarmsArkavel
            KiwiFarmsArkavel
            KiwiFarmsArkavel
            Gonna Shit This Down Legion Guardians The Legion of Kiwi INVADER ZIM - The Takeover Slipper to Ass 2nd Top Poster ๐Ÿฅˆ former staff 10kth upvoter Banned
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            #18

            no leave or kibby will be sadz :[

            

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            • Ameris_Blizz Ameris_Blizz

              @st4tic Hey, twin I'm still here dw- just taking a break.! :3 also if you leave imma be sad :c you were a good friend and a funny person too.

              sc4retic
              sc4retic
              sc4retic
              Bring BDNS back! grape juice fans! song of the day Melt Ice hamster gang wii era nostalgia I โ™ฅ Nirvana Has a Youtube Channel | SPLATOON!! VIP Membership #fuckmybakalife xbox nostalgia pearto cult ENA FAN GLAGGLE lemonade guy orange juice >>> apple juice Orange_cats i love cats pineapples! BDNS DATABASE ultrakill Shadow Supremacy โ˜… Guitar peeps โ™ฌโ‹†.หš fnaf nerds EVIL EMPIRE cupling CHAOS SPEAR I hope this hurts DOOM FAN toetickler victim Belt to ass
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              #19

              @Ameris_Blizz oh hi lol! i'm planning on coming back, dw >:3


              โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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              • KiwiFarmsArkavel KiwiFarmsArkavel

                no leave or kibby will be sadz :[

                sc4retic
                sc4retic
                sc4retic
                Bring BDNS back! grape juice fans! song of the day Melt Ice hamster gang wii era nostalgia I โ™ฅ Nirvana Has a Youtube Channel | SPLATOON!! VIP Membership #fuckmybakalife xbox nostalgia pearto cult ENA FAN GLAGGLE lemonade guy orange juice >>> apple juice Orange_cats i love cats pineapples! BDNS DATABASE ultrakill Shadow Supremacy โ˜… Guitar peeps โ™ฌโ‹†.หš fnaf nerds EVIL EMPIRE cupling CHAOS SPEAR I hope this hurts DOOM FAN toetickler victim Belt to ass
                wrote on last edited by
                #20

                awh, dont worry about it :P


                โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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                • sc4retic sc4retic

                  @ghรธstfacejxdi thanks twin, i dont know you much either but this means a lot

                  A Former User?
                  A Former User?
                  A Former User
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                  #21

                  @st4tic np twin :)

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                  • Yougot1960ed
                    Yougot1960ed
                    Yougot1960ed
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                    #22

                    Well St4tic even if we didn't know each other all that well and...well you hated a certain show i liked, I'll still miss you...even though i didn't know you that much...

                    Why is everyone on BDNS so cringe(Except for me and the people I like)
                    -Yougot1960ed, 2026

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                    • Yougot1960ed Yougot1960ed

                      Well St4tic even if we didn't know each other all that well and...well you hated a certain show i liked, I'll still miss you...even though i didn't know you that much...

                      sc4retic
                      sc4retic
                      sc4retic
                      Bring BDNS back! grape juice fans! song of the day Melt Ice hamster gang wii era nostalgia I โ™ฅ Nirvana Has a Youtube Channel | SPLATOON!! VIP Membership #fuckmybakalife xbox nostalgia pearto cult ENA FAN GLAGGLE lemonade guy orange juice >>> apple juice Orange_cats i love cats pineapples! BDNS DATABASE ultrakill Shadow Supremacy โ˜… Guitar peeps โ™ฌโ‹†.หš fnaf nerds EVIL EMPIRE cupling CHAOS SPEAR I hope this hurts DOOM FAN toetickler victim Belt to ass
                      wrote on last edited by
                      #23

                      lmfao i forgot about that, and yeah i'll also miss you even if we didn't talk much lol. stay safe


                      โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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                      • StarEevee
                        StarEevee
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                        Eeveelution Fan!
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                        #24

                        static noo! ill miss you on the site, but we'll remember you if you leave! I also hope you get better..

                        StarEevee for the BDNS

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                        • StarEevee StarEevee

                          static noo! ill miss you on the site, but we'll remember you if you leave! I also hope you get better..

                          sc4retic
                          sc4retic
                          sc4retic
                          Bring BDNS back! grape juice fans! song of the day Melt Ice hamster gang wii era nostalgia I โ™ฅ Nirvana Has a Youtube Channel | SPLATOON!! VIP Membership #fuckmybakalife xbox nostalgia pearto cult ENA FAN GLAGGLE lemonade guy orange juice >>> apple juice Orange_cats i love cats pineapples! BDNS DATABASE ultrakill Shadow Supremacy โ˜… Guitar peeps โ™ฌโ‹†.หš fnaf nerds EVIL EMPIRE cupling CHAOS SPEAR I hope this hurts DOOM FAN toetickler victim Belt to ass
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                          #25

                          @StarEevee aww thanks, i'll also miss you even if we didn't talk much <3


                          โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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                          • sc4retic
                            sc4retic
                            sc4retic
                            Bring BDNS back! grape juice fans! song of the day Melt Ice hamster gang wii era nostalgia I โ™ฅ Nirvana Has a Youtube Channel | SPLATOON!! VIP Membership #fuckmybakalife xbox nostalgia pearto cult ENA FAN GLAGGLE lemonade guy orange juice >>> apple juice Orange_cats i love cats pineapples! BDNS DATABASE ultrakill Shadow Supremacy โ˜… Guitar peeps โ™ฌโ‹†.หš fnaf nerds EVIL EMPIRE cupling CHAOS SPEAR I hope this hurts DOOM FAN toetickler victim Belt to ass
                            wrote on last edited by
                            #26

                            UPDATE: for whoever i didn't directly mention this to know, i'll be leaving in 3 days lol. i'm planning on coming back for a while on school break in may, and that's a case of if i can or want to. until then, i might be lurking around here until february 28th


                            โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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                            • sc4retic sc4retic

                              UPDATE: for whoever i didn't directly mention this to know, i'll be leaving in 3 days lol. i'm planning on coming back for a while on school break in may, and that's a case of if i can or want to. until then, i might be lurking around here until february 28th

                              A Former User?
                              A Former User?
                              A Former User
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                              #27

                              @st4tic NOOOOO

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                              • sc4retic sc4retic

                                hi. you may have noticed i was gone for a long-ish time span. i'll explain why here, so please be sure to read everything, or at least the TL;DR, before replying :) but i digress... so, where have i been exactly?

                                to put it simply, my mental health is declining very quickly and i simply had no conditions of logging into browsedns anymore. plus, i was afraid that when i logged in here would be like a hundred notifs and 10 unread chats, which was unfortunately actually what happened. i had no motivation to even go on the internet anymore or really do anything. however, i eventually just thought to myself "[censored] it we ball" and logged in... and oh god. everything i feared just happened.

                                some of my friends left (like @Ameris_Blizz and @seth), some are still here, but they're either highly inactive to the point i cannot talk to them properly like i wish i could, or they have some other condition not allowing them to have a proper chat (like being timeouted every 20 minutes or lagging out or having limited internet access or whatever else).

                                i really missed a lot of stuff, and i regret that. i truly do. i dont even recognize this site as the same anymore. i might be being dramatic but really, put yourself in my shoes. so you know, why even bother? why even stay here anymore?

                                plus, the only reason i even used this website as much is because 1) my other socials were out of reach (like discord and tumblr) and this was the only place i could reach my online friends atm, or 2) the interface was extremely easy to use. but besides that, nothing is really worth it anymore. and no, i wont be joining mppc anytime soon, sorry. im not losing my time with any of that.

                                yeah, you guessed it from the title, i might be leaving. after all, a considerable amount of the people i cared about and used to hang out with are gone. you could argue that of course, there's still others like swaggy or power or leelee or kiwi or L0S3r or miso or god knows who else, but idek if they'll even miss me that much lmao. im not gonna leave IMMEDIATELY per se, but im seriously thinking on it

                                my best friend also uses this site but he's not even active after our last convo. which mind you was 12 days ago. so yeah

                                on a bonus completely unrelated note, im really really really REALLY glad im not staff on this site anymore. dont get me wrong but it would be really time consuming and there was no way in hell i could hit the activity log quota in my current state, or even do anything properly if i became a global. and you know what? now i realized im kinda glad for not being one. im actually better off being a regular goofball on this site.

                                TL;DR: i couldn't log in because of certain issues irl, thinking on leaving this site soon, and im glad for not being a mod anymore (no hate to the actual staff ofc).

                                holy yapatron uh. yeah. also, just to say it: please do not be rude in replies, since im currently going through shit and thatd be the last thing id want to see atm ๐ŸŒน that's all folks. stay safe out there

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                                @st4tic hope you get better

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                                • trashghoul
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                                  i dont think i ever have talked to you, but i hope things get better for you.i think youll always have a place here, even if you leave. i hope your travels are well, dear internet stranger

                                  Yunyun! Yunyun Yunyun YunyunuuaaAAAaaAAa!!! UhUUUHHHHhhHHH! Unh! Uuuuooohhhhhh! Yunyun Yunyun YunyunuuuuaaaAAAuuUUUuh!!!

                                  email me at necrozghoul@t4a.tech

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                                  • sc4retic sc4retic

                                    hi. you may have noticed i was gone for a long-ish time span. i'll explain why here, so please be sure to read everything, or at least the TL;DR, before replying :) but i digress... so, where have i been exactly?

                                    to put it simply, my mental health is declining very quickly and i simply had no conditions of logging into browsedns anymore. plus, i was afraid that when i logged in here would be like a hundred notifs and 10 unread chats, which was unfortunately actually what happened. i had no motivation to even go on the internet anymore or really do anything. however, i eventually just thought to myself "[censored] it we ball" and logged in... and oh god. everything i feared just happened.

                                    some of my friends left (like @Ameris_Blizz and @seth), some are still here, but they're either highly inactive to the point i cannot talk to them properly like i wish i could, or they have some other condition not allowing them to have a proper chat (like being timeouted every 20 minutes or lagging out or having limited internet access or whatever else).

                                    i really missed a lot of stuff, and i regret that. i truly do. i dont even recognize this site as the same anymore. i might be being dramatic but really, put yourself in my shoes. so you know, why even bother? why even stay here anymore?

                                    plus, the only reason i even used this website as much is because 1) my other socials were out of reach (like discord and tumblr) and this was the only place i could reach my online friends atm, or 2) the interface was extremely easy to use. but besides that, nothing is really worth it anymore. and no, i wont be joining mppc anytime soon, sorry. im not losing my time with any of that.

                                    yeah, you guessed it from the title, i might be leaving. after all, a considerable amount of the people i cared about and used to hang out with are gone. you could argue that of course, there's still others like swaggy or power or leelee or kiwi or L0S3r or miso or god knows who else, but idek if they'll even miss me that much lmao. im not gonna leave IMMEDIATELY per se, but im seriously thinking on it

                                    my best friend also uses this site but he's not even active after our last convo. which mind you was 12 days ago. so yeah

                                    on a bonus completely unrelated note, im really really really REALLY glad im not staff on this site anymore. dont get me wrong but it would be really time consuming and there was no way in hell i could hit the activity log quota in my current state, or even do anything properly if i became a global. and you know what? now i realized im kinda glad for not being one. im actually better off being a regular goofball on this site.

                                    TL;DR: i couldn't log in because of certain issues irl, thinking on leaving this site soon, and im glad for not being a mod anymore (no hate to the actual staff ofc).

                                    holy yapatron uh. yeah. also, just to say it: please do not be rude in replies, since im currently going through shit and thatd be the last thing id want to see atm ๐ŸŒน that's all folks. stay safe out there

                                    Yoh
                                    Yoh
                                    Yoh
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                                    #30

                                    @st4tic I'mma pray for you even though I have no idea who you are

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                                    โ†ป โ— || โ–ท โ†บ โฉ‡โฉ‡:โฉ‡โฉ‡... โœฆ
                                    ๐—–๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐— ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐˜€!
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                                    โ€  ๐Ÿ…น๐Ÿ…ด๐Ÿ†‚๐Ÿ†„๐Ÿ†‚ ห—หห‹ โœž หŽหŠห— โœŸ

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                                    • trashghoul trashghoul

                                      i dont think i ever have talked to you, but i hope things get better for you.i think youll always have a place here, even if you leave. i hope your travels are well, dear internet stranger

                                      sc4retic
                                      sc4retic
                                      sc4retic
                                      Bring BDNS back! grape juice fans! song of the day Melt Ice hamster gang wii era nostalgia I โ™ฅ Nirvana Has a Youtube Channel | SPLATOON!! VIP Membership #fuckmybakalife xbox nostalgia pearto cult ENA FAN GLAGGLE lemonade guy orange juice >>> apple juice Orange_cats i love cats pineapples! BDNS DATABASE ultrakill Shadow Supremacy โ˜… Guitar peeps โ™ฌโ‹†.หš fnaf nerds EVIL EMPIRE cupling CHAOS SPEAR I hope this hurts DOOM FAN toetickler victim Belt to ass
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                                      yeah i dont think we've met before. thanks a lot for your support heh


                                      โœฉโ‚Š ห–หš โ‹ฎ thanatos or st4tic โ”† he/him โ”† dms restricted โ”† consider joining my group, Bring our BDNS Back. โ‹ฎ โ‹† โบ โ‚Šโœง

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                                      • sc4retic sc4retic

                                        hi. you may have noticed i was gone for a long-ish time span. i'll explain why here, so please be sure to read everything, or at least the TL;DR, before replying :) but i digress... so, where have i been exactly?

                                        to put it simply, my mental health is declining very quickly and i simply had no conditions of logging into browsedns anymore. plus, i was afraid that when i logged in here would be like a hundred notifs and 10 unread chats, which was unfortunately actually what happened. i had no motivation to even go on the internet anymore or really do anything. however, i eventually just thought to myself "[censored] it we ball" and logged in... and oh god. everything i feared just happened.

                                        some of my friends left (like @Ameris_Blizz and @seth), some are still here, but they're either highly inactive to the point i cannot talk to them properly like i wish i could, or they have some other condition not allowing them to have a proper chat (like being timeouted every 20 minutes or lagging out or having limited internet access or whatever else).

                                        i really missed a lot of stuff, and i regret that. i truly do. i dont even recognize this site as the same anymore. i might be being dramatic but really, put yourself in my shoes. so you know, why even bother? why even stay here anymore?

                                        plus, the only reason i even used this website as much is because 1) my other socials were out of reach (like discord and tumblr) and this was the only place i could reach my online friends atm, or 2) the interface was extremely easy to use. but besides that, nothing is really worth it anymore. and no, i wont be joining mppc anytime soon, sorry. im not losing my time with any of that.

                                        yeah, you guessed it from the title, i might be leaving. after all, a considerable amount of the people i cared about and used to hang out with are gone. you could argue that of course, there's still others like swaggy or power or leelee or kiwi or L0S3r or miso or god knows who else, but idek if they'll even miss me that much lmao. im not gonna leave IMMEDIATELY per se, but im seriously thinking on it

                                        my best friend also uses this site but he's not even active after our last convo. which mind you was 12 days ago. so yeah

                                        on a bonus completely unrelated note, im really really really REALLY glad im not staff on this site anymore. dont get me wrong but it would be really time consuming and there was no way in hell i could hit the activity log quota in my current state, or even do anything properly if i became a global. and you know what? now i realized im kinda glad for not being one. im actually better off being a regular goofball on this site.

                                        TL;DR: i couldn't log in because of certain issues irl, thinking on leaving this site soon, and im glad for not being a mod anymore (no hate to the actual staff ofc).

                                        holy yapatron uh. yeah. also, just to say it: please do not be rude in replies, since im currently going through shit and thatd be the last thing id want to see atm ๐ŸŒน that's all folks. stay safe out there

                                        MozukuLR
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                                        @st4tic Hoping things get better for ya. You will be missed, hope you come back better than when you left.

                                        "I bet that this is what you wanted
                                        I can't believe you got the best of me again
                                        I thought that you were being honest
                                        And now I wish I would'vะต never let you in"

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                                        • Yanderemenhera
                                          Yanderemenhera
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                                          @st4tic I miss you

                                          wilford bremly, sep, 27th 1934 to Aug, 1st, 2020
                                          hit me up on discord, my username is wilfordbremly and I will talk to you 'bout daibetus
                                          my new grounds account is called phroggered
                                          look at dat to see ''exclusive'' content or whatever.

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