Are you Aphantasiac or Hyperphantasiac?

TH4T0N3TR4N5F3M

@Luana.vasper i hear a voice but only when im off the anti-depressants

Luana.vasper

I would describe my way of thinking as a computer that you can put information into, but it is disconnected from the screen. I can go back and pull that information up in my head at anytime. It's just there (unless I forget ofc, which I'm prone to bcs nothing really makes a lasting impact on me unless it's smth emotionally traumatizing or frustrating). I have an internal monologue and have sound-based thoughts. I can kind of visualize things very poorly, but it's very mentally taxing, so there's no point in me doing it.

Luana.vasper

@TH4T0N3TR4N5F3M How do you recieve your thoughts, then?

Yanderemenhera

@Luana.vasper I have dreams and can hallucinate but I can't "see" anything without being in an altered mental state so to speak. I only hear my voice. there's nothing else. every second feels like a new reality, my memories are fuzzy, kinda like if someone told you something vs you actually living it out. something from 5 minutes ago, 5 months ago and 10 years ago feels like the same thing, I lack an actual sense of time as well basically. it's not a black void in my head, it's like trying to see out of your elbow, aka, there's literally nothing.

it's been like this my entire life though I think my sense of time and memory did worsen after some blows to the head (those blows wern't recent btw, i'm good)

Luana.vasper

@Yanderemenhera I relate to this a lot. My dreams look like the scenes in the flash movies where he uses his power. It's not fast, it just looks like that. All the objects are smeared have the texture of... mashed potatoes or refried beans? A mess of identifiable blobs of color. t's strange because if you showed me my dreams on TV screen or something, I would have absolutely no idea what was happening, but when I'm dreaming, I know exactly what's happening. I guess it's because it's my brain that's coming up with it in the first place, so of course it would be identifiable.

JadeF1re

i think im more hyperphantastic, i can make images in my head n stuff sorta vividly

redwater_bottle

Hyperphantasia 100% because I can conjure an apple, throw it through timelines, make dazai eat it-

Nonbinary_wolf

aphantasiac

Luana.vasper

@redwater_bottle I wish I could do this, bro. Writing would be so much easier.

Big Bill

Hyperphantasia